HUMAN ANCESTOR

The discovery: The bones of a human dwarf species marooned on the remote Indonesian island of Flores between 95,000 and 12,000 years ago while modern humans rapidly developed elsewhere.
Best specimen: One tiny adult female, measuring about 3 feet tall.
Implications: Flores Man smashes the conventional wisdom that modern humans began to crowd out other upright-walking species 160,000 years ago.
Skeptics: Some researchers say Flores Man doesn't belong in the genus Homo at all, even if it was a recent contemporary.

Too cool huh? I wish they would make up their minds already, but we'll have to wait at least a decade to know for sure! Oh well... I guess it's better this way then to say something and be like "....well actually we stupid fools wer'e kinda wrong and awww this is what we think now..."

For full article go here--> CNN Scientists uncover possible new species of human

Was full of fun and very therapeutic. I don't feel such an urge to find a male companion, alhtough it is still there, how can it not? My sensuality is so much a part of who I am. The spiral dance was something I had done before but only as fun, not as an incantation, and that was truly powerful, and fun. Proving that powerful forces can be just as meaningful and strong through play.

I will be enjoying my 2 whole entire days off! OFF I say! Ha ha ha ha ha....

And will be carving a pumpkin with my wee one. Baking with said pumpkin insides and salting the seeds, and I have to find a recipe for my apples too. It's going to be a domestic weekend, but then again it usually is whenever I get to stay home, I do homey things.
Here's a recipe for my pumpkin bars, inspired by a recipe from ivillage.com.

Pumpkin Cake or Bar (imagine a pumpkin brownie)
Serving:12
Prep time:15-20 mins
Cooking: 30 mins
Ingredients:
3/4 cup sugar 1 cup canned or cooked pumpkin
1/2 cup vegetable oil
1 cup all-purpose flour 2 eggs (beaten! )
1 1/2 tsp pumpkin spice
1 tsp vanilla extract
2 tsp orange extract
1 tsp baking powder
Here I ask to be creative, add nuts and your favorite dried fruits; cut into small pieces.
Directions: Mix it all up in a big bowl! Spread in 9X9" lightly greased pan (or whatever you have). Bake at 350 degrees celsius for 30 mins. Cool and sprinkle with confectioner's sugar or be creative I tell you! Cut into 12 squares. Gobble up!

Yummy in your tummies!

So I knew I shouldn't have gone. Now you have ended us, yet again.

I'm not sure what to say I've already said my peace. I hurt, but no where near like the first time. Take away your sweet embrace, renounce my warmth. Make me cry, make me lonely, you won't change what we are to each other.

That's all.

Well there has been some friendly traffic come my way! Thanks guys, or gals is it?

I have been added to the artistic ones clique, yay! I am going to add more pics in the digital area as soon as my project are finished. Exciting stuff... Well for me anyhow.

My present lover is in a mood today, and it's the only day this week I can go see him. Therefore I will go, but at what price? Should I cancel, should I play with him? I'm a mood to play, to tease and torment. He makes like he doesn't like it, but then he tells me he doesn't want a passive girl either. I do believe he is split minded, double faced. Oh well I don't mind, I'm much the same way. We have no strings on each other, yet he didn't tell me he didn't want to see me... Or did he? Maybe I should phone again just to be sure, or will he be doubly annoyed? Why am I acting like a girl in love?

Because dear, you don't want a boyfriend, so this arrangement is perfect, yet you can't deny how strongly he makes you feel and react...  Time will tell, time will tell.

 On an ending note, we're freezing already! We have ten centimeters of snow, and I was hoping the white crap whould only show up after Samhain.... Oh well, I'm feeling the unneasiness of winter slothness already. By the Lady this should be a time for heavy reflection, and in a way I guess it couldn't have come in a better time. I need to think, but I also want things to be done and over with, ah silly impatience!

Seem to get over the absolute thrill and ecstasy your sex has given me. You were not going to give in, and yet you have, you don't want to love me and yet you body does. Your mind finds me foolish and much like the rest, yet some unconscious need yearns for me. You don't understand it, thus you think it unnecessary. Then you walk me to your door and take my face into both palms and kiss me goodbye. You say we are but enjoying flesh, yet you are tender in demeanor and almost forlorn that I leave.

I may not win your love, outright in the daylight, but we will know I have it by moonlight.

I hope your quest for a true soul doesn't destroy you so much that you end up with a girl far less perfect than I would have been. For then I will weep for you. Even though we leave possesion behind, you know who I come back to. My brother, my lover, my true friend.

So much suffering you still go through, why the lack of action? Why the silence, when your anger is brewing even as you sit and give me subtle clues.

We are both in such a whirlpool of dirty water, who knows how we may come out? Either together or apart, you will forever be in my heart of hearts. My most delicious and delirious secret.

 

Christopher Reeve has passed away this sunday.
May your light shine forth and illuminate the warring fighters of hope.

I simply cannot find anything else to add, it is a vibrant loss to many of us who were inspired by this powerful and courageous man. His legacy will be carried on by his family and hopefully by generations to come.

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On another note, I was reading an article in witchvox on how the States' Office of Faith Based and Community Initiatives, does not keep track of which faith based organization they sent money to for charitable work, that aren't Christian in nature. Which brings the question, do they only send money to Christian charities and overlook all other's? That is what PBS seems to believe with their Frontline show, they aired a segment called "The Jesus Factor", in which it was speculated that no Jewish, Muslim, or any non-Christian organizations ever received a penny from the OFBCI and the Compassion Capital Fund. Which of course was denied by gov representative,  Jim Towey, appointed by whom? Bush.

 

So what are you? You are not my soulmate, and I am deeply in lust with you but know not who you are, and it is the same with you. I'm not liking the way you are leading your life and you envy my ambitions. I can't help you any more than I already am, so my dear friend I will listen until you depart or I find someone I can really fall into.

Hopeless romantic I am, and you think far too much of yourself, lovely, lovely you.

I come back from a phone call, hearing your voice on the other end, and it really doesn't matter what we are to each other. Nature knows our fates, She knows who we are and why we are pulled towards one another. I didn't trust my instinct before and it lead me towards unhappiness and wishes unfulfilled. Sometimes you simply have to live things even if you suspect they might bring you pain. Pain also has  a funny way of carrying joy along with it. I think it is the unprepared and cynical who think the opposite.